Sleeping like a Baby

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Who ever decided that this phrase was to be used as a positive comment? I mean babies, generally, aren’t great at sleeping. New borns wake up every couple hours to eat. If I were to get up every couple hours and go to the kitchen for a snack I doubt I would feel like I was getting good rest, (not to mention the amount of pounds I would be putting on). If you are one of the lucky one’s whose baby just decided to sleep through the night at just a few weeks old (I hate you), you are very lucky.

I have 3 kids, one of them is still a baby. And in my world, sleeping like a baby means you don’t sleep enough, at least from a parent’s perspective. My daughter was a decent night sleeper, but a terrible napper. I couldn’t put her down. She slept well on me but as soon as I tried to lay her on the bed she would wake up. I didn’t mind too much as she was my first and I had nothing else to do but to carry her around, go for walks, clean the house and such. It was extra cuddling time. It was just frustrating when I wanted to get a workout in or take a shower. My first son, had digestive troubles for the first few months, so nights were awful. I would have to walk him around at 2am trying to help sooth his aching belly. He was a great napper though. I could put him down and he would stay asleep for at least an hour. Which was awesome. Since him and I would spend so much time together in the middle of the night, I welcomed the hour long break in the day. My baby now, is a terrible sleeper all around. He wakes up frequently at night, and I can rarely put him down for naps. He naps on me during the day, and is snuggled by my side at night, frequently waking up for a snack or just to make sure I am still there.( God forbid I went to the bathroom during one of his wakings.)

I’ve learned to adapt to this. I do a lot with him sleeping on me during the day. Heck, I’ve even figured out how to workout! (yep, that’s me in the video). But he wakes up easily if one of his siblings is too noisy.

I’ve learned ways to make my life more manageable on intense sleep deprivation. I would even say I’ve become quite good at it. There was a time I would wake up resentful, not feel like doing anything at all, just zombie around all day and couldn’t get the older kids to bed fast enough at night just so I could lay down myself.

But now, I feel like I live a life full of awesomeness. I am not getting any more sleep than a few months ago. My baby still wakes up several times a night. But I’ve adjusted and just like most things in life, it takes on average 6 weeks for our bodies to adapt to any new routine. So I guess you could say that I have hit a sleep deprivation plateau, where my body has gotten used to the amount of sleep I am getting and I can now sustain the lifestyle that I have without too much struggle.

For the most part, I have accepted the fact that my life right now is not powered by sleep. But there are days when I get frustrated and just wish he would sleep more. So when I see or hear the phrase “I slept like a baby”, and I think, “wow you must’ve had a crappy night”.

“I slept like a toddler”. Now there’s a phrase that makes sense to me!! Both my older kids sleep great. And as soon as we night weaned them, they started sleeping through the night and haven’t gone back. It. Is. Wonderful.

I live a very full life on very little sleep. I have never been so tired and so happy at the same time. Although I do not get that much sleep, I have stopped resenting that. Letting go of the thought that I NEED more sleep, made it that I have been able to allow myself to function at whatever level I can each day without judgement. Sure I regularly want more sleep, but I don’t believe I always need it. Some days I feel like I am awesome and I get so much done, and some days I can barely get myself dressed and out the door for school drop off without wishing it was 7pm already. But everyday I am accepting. And that acceptance has taken away a lot of the frustration, the annoyance and the short temperedness. These early days with the babies are the ones that go by the fastest. It won’t be that long before the baby sleeps through the night. And soon enough they will all be in school all day long. Finding out who I am right now, in these moments of sleep deprivation, is an interesting process to me. As long as I don’t make it about other people and lash out at my family, then all is good.

So there are my thoughts on sleeping like a baby. The eternal optimistic that I am has found many positives in my sleep deprivation to make me not hate life, but I won’t hide that I am looking forward to the day I get more than 2-3 hours of sleep in a row. I am not ready for night weaning yet, and that is why it hasn’t happened.

If you have a sleep deprived life, please share your experience and what you do to deal with it. I hope most people have a better experience than I do, because truth be told, it does suck to not get enough sleep.

 

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5 thoughts on “Sleeping like a Baby

  1. Love the video too, he was so deep asleep, didn t move at all.
    I agree with everything you said. Ella (3 1/2) never had a great nap, she used to sleep 45 min in the morning and afternoon until 18 months. Then she went to 1 1/2 hour !!! She used to wake up at night to feed until 9 months. And now still wakes up sometimes but much better. Amy on the other hand !!! She’s 9 months now and last night woke up 5 times !!! 10 pm, 1am, 2:30am, 4am and 5:30am for a feed each time or she would just scream !! it s very hot at the moment so I fed her and she went back to sleep each time. She s still asleep now (7:30am) of course ! Ella woke up at 6:30am so no sleep in though.Life as a mother, the sleep deprivation is the worse but I agree my body got used to it…I guess we just have to wait a bit longer. Take care et bon courage !

    • I don’t know if this will help you, but one of the most beneficial changes I’ve made to help “trick” my mind, therefore not feel so frustrated with being up so much, is I got rid of my alarm clock. Not seeing how long it’s been since I last woke up, or how little time since I last fed the baby, makes it that I am completely dependent on how I truly feel and not what my mind is telling me. Not seeing the time somehow makes it easier to trick my mind in thinking I have not been waking up so much. I still have a tiny alarm right by my bed just in case, for waking up for school, but it doesn’t glow, so I can’t see it at night.

  2. Your outlook is just awesome girl. Fighting what you are experiencing is the surest way to feel much worse. I’ve been travelling for the holiday and for the 4 nights away, Marvel slept terribly. I woke up every morning cranky but gently nudged myself to let it go. Sleep deprivation is something I’m learning to accept instead of struggle against and it’s helps me enjoy my day so much more. I relate to everything you shared love. 😘

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